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    2/29/2008

    写在2月的29日

    人这一生能经历几次2月29日?2月29日,一不经意就给忽略掉了,就像忽略身边发生的温馨、快乐的小事一样。可是人这一辈子,究竟要在意小事,还是要关注大事?
     
    总觉得自己很愤青,而且爱做白日梦,认为自己必将如何,当每一次被残酷的现实叫醒、或是打醒的时候,我觉得未来就像自己站在摩天大楼的楼下看楼顶一样,晕眩。我在想,如果我总是这么恍惚,会不会有一天疯掉?
     
    我但愿自己还好,也愿意所有人都好。人生有起有伏,穷则独善其身,达则兼济天下。但无论穷困还是发达,要时常记得幸福就像2月的第29天,是可遇而不可求的。
    2/12/2008

    Do something

    I've been walkin' through the fields
    And on the streets of town
    Trying to make sense of what you left me
     
    Everything that I believed in
    Has been turned upside down
    And now it seems the whole wide world's gone crazy
     
    But when I feel like giving up
    And I'm ready to walk away
    In the stillness, I can hear
    A voice inside me say
     
    Do something Do something
    It's too late for saving face
    Don't just stand there takin' up space

    Why don't you do something? Do something
    It's not over
    No, it's never too late
     
    Do something Do something
    Don't leave it up for someone else
    Don't feel sorry for yourself

    Why don't you do something? Do something
    It's not over
    No, it's never too late
    Run away
    You can't run away
    For your honor
    For your pride
    You'll sleep better
    Knowin' you tried
     
    To do something
    Do something
    It's too easy not to care
    You're not ready for the rockin' chair

    Get up and do something
    Do something
    Don't wait too long
    Even if it's wrong
     
    You've got to do something
    Do something
    It's not over
    No, it's never too late
    2/5/2008

    有感而发

    莫名其妙的拿出了06年annual dinner的光盘,感受了一下当晚那emotional的气氛;接着莫名其妙的打开了邮箱,读了一封emotional的信。我只觉得我又要在年三十儿这几天崩溃。
     
    加入KPMG确实让我增长了不少见识,开阔了眼界,想问题的高度有所提高;然而它同时又限制了我,它让我觉得拘束、压抑。我就这么一直挣扎着,失魂落魄。有时我发现前面有一丝亮光,却时亮时灭,我很想向它爬过去,却不知那是不是真正的出口。我犹豫、彷徨,时而又解脱、释怀,就这样悲喜交加着。
     
    我曾经感悟到我是个IQ不高、EQ很低的人,所以我不会处理emotional的事情,渐渐的不敢处理。身边的伙伴士气高昂,乐观向上,我却如一只流浪的猫,畏首畏尾的躲在角落里。I was told that Today is where your book begins, the rest is still unwritten,我只想说,I believe I can, but does ANYBODY want to shed me some light to go through the night?
     
    在这个喜庆祥和的节日说一些悲伤的话真是煞风景啊,不过我说过,我不再重视形式上的东西。我是搞会计的,实质重于形式。
     
    所有事情仍然没有进展,我怒了,要发飚。我已经开始骚扰所有人了,EVERBODY。